The Wheel of Time.

Let me just tell you... I H A T E this week. You have no idea. Which is terrible because Christmas is this week. And I love Christmas. It's mostly just because of my job, sometimes I really hate my job. Take for instant these next two weeks, Nine hour days.. No breaks.. and really crazy kids excited for Christmas. I love children, don't get me wrong. They are adorable, but I kinda can't take it this week. I might just go crazy or burst into tears one of the two, maybe even both.
Hopefully the next couple of days will get better. (But it probably won't) I just need something to do. It's tough to do anything because everyone is gone or doing things for the holidays. If you want to hang.. Call me. Because I am doing absolutely nothing. My divorce was supposed to be finalized last Wednesday after waiting 90 days. You have no idea how thrilled I was. But when I got there I found out that I have to wait another seven to ten days for the judge to sign the papers. NOT HAPPY. Oh well I guess I can't do anything to change that. But I'm just ready for it to be all over and I don't have to carry that around anymore. I'm sorry this post sucks at life. I'll try to be more positive because lately it just seems I usually post stuff like this.
On a better note. I'm reading a really awesome book series called the Wheel of Time. Thank you Jason and Mason for convincing me that I have to read it. It's pretty awesome. So go check it out if you are looking for something to blow your mind away. Well I love you all.


Have a Merry Christmas and Peace out.

D A Y 5: The Girl You Lost to Cocaine

Day 5... A song that reminds you of someone. Sia - The girl you lost to cocaine. You will know who when listening to this song. All except the cocaine part. Love this song. Just so you all know. Tomorrow is the big day. My divorce is finalized.

Day Four: Eisley-Ambulance

DayFour: A song that makes me sad. Is without a doubt Ambulance by Eisley. Just listen to the lyrics, it's a sad song. But I love Eisley they are one of my favorite bands. They are so adorable

Day Three. (a few days late) Paramore: Ignorance

Ugh don't hate me, few followers I have. I have not posted day three of my music challenge and it's been a few days. So I apologize. But a song that makes me happy... I really don't know. I think that I'll have to go with anything by Paramore. If ever I'm feeling down or angry. I just sing as loud as possible to anything by Hailey Williams and I'll feel better. Loves her. And I totally want her hair color.

Day Two. Least Favorite Song: Christmas Shoes

DAY TWO:
Least Favorite Song.
I'm sorry but this song is a joke. It always makes me and my family laugh, because it's so ridiculous. I'm sorry, but honestly. Your mom is dying and so you have to buy her a pair of shoes so she can meet Jesus? If your mom was dying spend the time with her, not out buying a pair of shoes. For real people. ha ha

30 Day Music Challenge. Just because I can.

So I am going to start this 30 Day Music Challenge because it kind of sounds fun. And I am lacking in anything better to do with my time as of late. So here we go.

Day One: Favorite Song
I really am in love with this song. My favorite songs always seem to change but for the past couple of months it has been this song. Hope you enjoy it. Because it's awesome. I wish I was her.




I would also like to inform you that if you are not caught up on Dexter.. CATCH UP. This season is way epic and need people to talk to about it.
Peace.

Worst week E V E R.

Well this week was the worst week probably of my life. But I don't want to sound all depressing and stuff. That's just not cool. Let's just say that my almost ex husband is the biggest A-hole in all of history. And that I so wished someone would have just kicked him in the face yesterday when my friends and I ran into him. That would have made my day a lot better than it was. Sorry I'm still pretty freaking bitter. But he should have just ignored me when he saw me. Honestly if you have something to say to me don't say it to me in front of my friends that's just rude and un-called for. But I'll get over it eventually. I'd like to apologize to my friends that I was with. Sorry to make your night pretty awkward. I hope that it doesn't happen again in the future. Also to top it off I had a really hard week at work. Next week will hopefully be better. Harry Potter comes out and I loves Harry Potter a lot. We are going to the midnight show. So freaking excited. It hopefully will be pretty epic. I'm also going to Ephraim with Kenzy this weekend! I am way excited I haven't been to Ephraim for so so long. I miss that place lots. I mean a lot. Good times... Good times... And also we should be having our first band practice this week. Which I'm pretty excited for. Hopefully our band will go pretty far. It would be awesome. So I have been in love with Laura Marling's song lately, "New Romantic". It pretty much describes how I feel all of the time lately. Well at least a few of the lines from it.
"And I'm sorry to which ever man should meet my sorry state,
watch my steady lonesome gait and beware.
I would never love a man 'cause love and pain go hand in hand
and I can't do it again."
Just so you know. ha ha It's the total truth. Well for now anyway.
So I decided I need to be working some more on some Art projects. Does anyone want some art pieces? I will gladly do something for you just let me know.
Well I am going to go. Sorry for this bitter and depressing post. Next time I post it will be better I promise.
Loves you all.

Forever and a Day.

I apologize for it being so long since I have talked to you all. It has been pretty busy the past couple of weeks but, alas I'm back and with lots to share. (Okay probably not a lot but I can try.) So I have decided to make a very large purchase as of late. I am buying a car. A Ford Fiesta to be precise. I'm more than trilled with this and can't wait to drive it! It's so pretty even though I have not seen it yet seeing as I had to order it.. But I know it's the car of my dreams! I cannot wait to drive it, you have no idea. Well I'm sure that you can imagine. But just so you know I probably will live in that car for a few weeks just because I can. Yay.


I am also enrolled in a class at the DATC wahoo! ha ha I know it's nothing fancy or anything, but I am just excited to finally be in school once again. I have really really missed it. Even if I am just taking a two month class at a tech school. It will be good to get some knowledge in this brain of mine instead of just working all of the time. I have decided to go into nursing, which is also pretty exciting for me. I have unfortunately decided that teaching is no longer what I really want to do with my career anymore even if I was only teaching preschool. But hey at least I found that out now instead of later. That's right.
Well this last week was pretty fun. I always enjoy hanging out with my friends. They are pretty awesome. Mason, Jason, and I saw the movie Due Date. It was freaking hilarious, I highly recommend it if you are in for a good laugh. And Sam and I went with Mason to his work event party which was pretty fancy. It had a red carpet and everything. I know, fancy right?
Well this week Scott Pilgrim vs. the World comes out on DVD. If you haven't watched the movie yet, shame on you. It's pretty great, so go and buy it like me on Tuesday and watch it already. I lesbians that movie. Also one of my favorite bands is coming in concert, which I am pretty excited for, Eisley. I really love them. So I'm excited to go to that. And my sister's play is this week. The high school is doing Rodgers and hammerstein version of Cinderella. My sister will be Cinderella in the play. And it really is perfect for her first lead. She is so excited and she is going to do fabulous! So if you want to come and see it it's this Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and the following Monday.
My Sister and I will also be starting a band! We are really excited about this, especially me because I've been wanting to start a band for a really really long time and now it's actually happening. So far we have Becky doing the Vocals, me on the keyboard, Spencer Hunsicker on the guitar, and Jason Moffat as well the everything else until we find a drummer and a bass player so that he can be the other guitarist. But it's going to be epic, that's all I know. If you are looking to be in a band please let me know we are trying to find some people local so that band practice can be easier to plan but someone that is really committed to making some awesome music with us. We are thinking of some pretty, folk, dreamy music, nothing too hard rock or pop. So if you are really interested just let me know.
Well that is all I have for you today. Sorry it has been forever and a day since I have written to you but hey, deal with it.
Just so you know, I've been in love with tights lately. Mostly these two and floral pattern tights. So if you love me and want to buy me something to show your love for me... Buy me a pair of tights like these.


Love you all.
Em.

Well this weekend was a blast. Not gonna lie. I had lots and lots of fun. I decided to throw a un-official birthday party. So a few of my really great friends came. Sam, Mason, Andrew, Andri, Megan, and her husband. We did a bonfire in the backyard.. Decided to watch Alice in Wonderland... And then Sam, Mason, and Andrew decided to take me to Denny's at like midnight for dessert because I didn't have a cake or anything for them since it was my birthday and all. ha ha We had a pretty rad waitress, she was pretty awesome I vote all waiters and waitresses should be just like her. ha ha But it was a way fun night. I'm glad to have such awesome friends. Really they are the best. Just to let you know. So today I woke up on my birthday and my mom really isn't feeling well at all.. So she asked for me to teach her lesson in Young Womens. Just fyi I have never taught a lesson in church.... EVER. But overall it went pretty well for my first lesson! After church my Dad, Steven, and I went over to a family in our ward for a mission farewell. They had this really huge tree in their backyard full of green nuts. We kept asking everyone what kind of nut it was because we had never seen them before, but no one seemed to know. So we decided to pick one and crack it open. It was a nut but a bit soft to be a nut so we didn't really know what it was... Well it smelt like a lettuce leaf. And I really wanted to try it.. People, you should know I am very curious. But everyone was telling me not to do it. Because it could be poisonous. But it didn't look like it could be. I'm pretty sure that whoever planted it didn't want some random poisonousness nut tree in their backyard just for fun. So I waited a bit to get my courage up.. And tried the nut. For future reference... Don't EVER try a random nut you know nothing about! I think it was probably the sickest thing I have ever tasted in my ENTIRE life time. Trust Me. It was super bitter and tasted like tar. It was sick.
Well when we came home we had dinner, Carbonara (my all-time favorite), Cheesecake, and opened presents. I got some clothes including a Victoria Secret hoodie and sweat pants, a hat(because I always wear hats) and some Toms! They are my first ever pair and I love them! But I have to go exchange for a different size. Because I heard that they stretch a half size. But it was a really good Birthday! Thanks everyone!
So that about sums up my weekend!

Live Long and Prosper!

Just so you know.. I have found a deep love for Mumford & Sons.
So if you don't know who I am talking about...
Please Listen to them. They are epic.
That is all I have on my mind..
And I am trying to get into Nursing School.
We'll see how that goes.
Wish me luck.
Peace.

The End of a Very Long Day..

Exhausted is all I can say for today. Even though I had most of the day off.
I know.. How lazy can I be. (I can be pretty lazy in fact.) But deal with it.
It was good to have a day off because I work from 8:30-6 everyday. Which can really suck on some days.
But a few things that I want to discuss.
1. I really have been changing what I want to do career-wise and today I want to be a ER nurse. I think it would be a way awesome job. I really really do. One day I'll figure out what I want to do and be in my life. Today though, it's ER nurse.
2. My birthday is coming up. And for those of you reading. Please buy me one of the following.. A pair a tan leather riding looking boots that come to my knee, a pair of Toms, and a Victoria Secret hoodie for the up coming weather. Thanks!
3. I need to find a cure for how exhausted I have been these past couple of days. If you know of anything that will cure this, let me know. I really need something because I am constantly wanting to just fall asleep! ha ha
4. I really can't wait until my hair is dyed. I need a change to it, and since I am trying to grow it out I can't really cut it. So it needs to be dyed. It's going to be a brighter copper color. Not Hailey Williams Red or anything. But more copper.
5. I wish that I had more time in a day. Honestly... With my job, wanting to get back in school, and being the Committee Artist for our wards Back to Bethlehem Christmas Party... I never have enough time in one day. So I apologize if you have been trying to contact me and I don't respond.
So these are my thoughts of the day. Just so you all know. ha ha
I will leave you with one of my favorite songs by my favorite musician. Because I love it so. And I think she is amazing. I want her hair.

Goodbye, Goodbye.

Yay

Yay, blog time!
So this weekend has been really good. Lots has happened, and lots is to come.
Friday I met with some peeps and had a fabulous time at the mates of state concert! I heart them so much. Although they are not my all time favorite band, They are way fun to see! And they are so adorable together. It was a blast and I had a fun time.
On Saturday, my Dad and I drove to Idaho and went to My Aunt Barbra's Father's Funeral. Although I never met him, He was a great man and will be dearly missed. The Funeral was very nice. And that one day he and his family will be reunited again. I haven't seen my extended family in quite sometime, and it was nice to see them again while we were there.
Today we had stake conference and can I just tell you, I love stake conference. I really do love it. My spirit always seems to lift at the end. I also saw two of the girls that I teach at the end! They are so stinking cute! I really really do love teaching! It's so so fun, and couldn't ask for a better job. I am so lucky.
So, some things that I want to accomplish this week..

1. Getting my hair dyed. It is a desperate need of mine.
2. Start a new book.
3. Hang out with my Sam.
4. Go see Scott Pilgrim again, because I really loved that movie.
5. And turn 22. It is true, I will be old this Sunday.


Well I will let you all go.
But have a great day.
Peace out, folks.

Wow, what a week.
Just so you all know, December 15 everything will be finalized and finished.
Let the healing begin! I will finally be able to get my life back on track. And start pulling the old me back together again. Thank you again for all of your love and support. It means a lot, once again.
Job wise I am really ready for the weekend. You have no idea. I broke the schools vans twice in one week!! Not a very good thing to do, to leave little kids stranded especially the group that I bus.. They are a bit hyper. But I loves them. They are all so adorable. Tomorrow I am doing mentos and soda. They are all so so excited! I hope it goes well. They are really excited. But then here comes the weekend. I am so glad that it will be weekend time. I am dying my hair and sleeping. I am so exhausted I might die. Well probably not, but I'm just sayin.. I'm super exhausted.
Have a great week folks.

I would just like to say...
I HATE when I listen to a really epic song, and then can't find it.... Anywhere.
Because they don't tell you who it is, or what the song title is.
This has happened to me many times.
Like right now.
And I just have to vent on how bugged I get.
You have no idea.
The End.

So I'm sorry that I am breaking my promise of a post everyday.
But get over it. (Sorry I'm a jerk, for those who don't know.)
But I think that I am going to start taking a picture everyday of something that is about me. Not necessarily of me, because I'm not a narcissist. But it's kinda like a picture that describes me or what I did that day.
So this post is going to be short cause I didn't do ANYTHING this weekend.
Please, find me something to do. If you are bored, call me. I honestly don't do anything most days.
Me & Sam at the She & Him concert. It was pretty epic.


Stay Fabulous.

So this week turned out a lot better than I had expected it too.
Tomorrow is a day that I'm not too particularly excited about. But it needs to be taken care of sooner than later.
Once again, I would just like to say how grateful I am for all of the support I get from everyone. You have no idea how blessed I feel. You guys mean a ton to me. I am so glad that I have you all in my life.
Today was such a great day. Nothing can bring me down. While being a preschool teacher, I also get the privilege to go downstairs to the daycare afterwards to teach the after school Art class to the older kids. We also do a Science project every Friday. Let me tell you, they loved it today. I usually have about ten kids a day for the after school project. Today I had about twenty. We made Volcanoes, I made them the night before with paper mache and then they got to paint them and watch them explode today. I have never seen kids so excited probably in my entire life. I don't know what else I could do to top today off. I'm thinking mentos and Soda next Friday? I'm sure they will like that! I love the kids I teach, I learn so much from them and they seriously make my day, everyday!
So this week I started Piano Lessons once again! It's crazy to see how much I have forgotten in such a short period of time. I never learned fingering, and that is something that, I guess, I really really need to work on. But I'm excited to be taking again, seeing as I play in Relief Society now! So I kinda really need to learn again. But it's fun. My teacher is great!
Well I will let you go for the day, my blog followers.
Please wish me luck with tomorrow, because I am going to need it. Trust me.
One day I will own one of these. It's not a lie.

See Ya.

I love you LOTR.

Well so far I have really not been a fan of this week.
But this always makes me happy.
So I am going to leave you with my favorite quote from my favorite movie.



Peace.

So today was a day just like any other day.
We went dress shopping for my little sister Becky for Homecoming. But we ended up not finding any. How sad, hopefully she will find something soon!
But today I want to discuss Zombies. Just because... I love Zombies. You have no idea. I believe that life would be so much more interesting if Zombies actually existed. Do you not agree? If not, shame on you.


I mean take the book Pride & Prejudice for example.. I love the original story. It's pretty much the greatest love story ever. That is my honest opinion. But in the book, Pride & Prejudice & Zombies.. Their lives are so much more interesting! They are constantly thinking on their feet, life would be ten times more exciting if such things existed. It's the truth. Don't deny it. And hopefully I would be one of the lucky survivors. Because.. Who knows what real zombies are actually like to tell you the truth. There are so many different variations, from fast to slow zombies.. But hey. That was my random thought of the day.


Now this is the day I FEAR.
Later Days.

As I Lie Here, Thinking "I should really start a Blog.."

So.. I'm going to start Blogging everyday. But I'm pretty bad at it. So we will see. This blog is going to be about everything. My random random thoughts, pictures that I love, just about how awesome I am. You know, stuff about my life.

This post is going to be a catch up of everything that has been going on in my life. Things that people know about me, some that people have no idea about. So here we go...

I am currently living in Syracuse. And I love it, you have no idea how much happier my life has been these past couple of months. Syracuse is the bomb. I'm living at home with my family, I love them so much and am so grateful for all the things that they have done for me. These past couple have months have been such a change. But trust me when I say a change for the better.

I have gone from working at dead-end job after dead-end job. To now working as a Preschool Teacher at Bravo Arts Academy teaching the sweetest, most adorable kids Art, and Music. To be completely honest, I didn't believe that I was going to get this job. When I went in for the interview it was with about 25 other people, most older and way more experienced than I am. They also said about 1,000 people have applied for the job. So on the way home I was surprised when she called offering me a job! It is a lot different than having a job like my job at Smiths or at the pool. I actually have to deal with lesson plans every night, worrying about the kids in my classes, and having work outside of work. But I love it, and am glad that I actually have a career started. I have 40 students and work with 5 other teachers. It is such a great job.

I am so glad that my life is going in the direction that I finally want it to, and I won't change it for the world! I love all of the support that I have gotten from my Family, and Friends (over what has been going on) for those of you who know what I am talking about. They mean so much to me. I am so glad for everyone that is in my life. You have no idea.

So a few random facts about me:

• I am constantly thinking about living in a different country. I love love love visiting new and different places other than the United States. Ireland, Italy, Greece, you name it. One day I will either live there or visit.
• My dream car is either a 1968 buick skylark, or a 1967 Chevy Impala. Classic cars, don't ask me why. But I want one so bad.
• Three things that you will most likely find me doing.. Listening to music, art, or reading a good book. Oh I lied, one more thing, watching television. I know.. My life is lame. But hey, deal with it.
• I am the most random person you will know. I like to draw people, listen to folky music, break out in dance wherever I am, say whatever is on my mind no matter what subject is being discussed, never do my hair, be a jerk, wear hoodies in 90 degree weather, stare off into space. But you will come to love me, once you get to know me.
• I am super sarcastic, so don't get offended too easily around me.

So that is a few things about me. These post won't always be so serious. Most days it will be a post about a random subject I'd like to discuss with you, a picture that I am in love with, a song I'd like to share. You know, the usual, if you have any questions. Just leave me a comment, text me, whatever, I'd love to answer. Let me leave you with a picture that I love.

Love the dress, and wall color. :]

The End.

So.... I'm going to try and start this whole blog thing. I hope it goes well. Most people seem to love it. So hopefully it should go well!